Seven Heaven

Soon..

2008-09-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

I'll update soon..been really tired..tired till my hair......hahaha..i know..look funny lah..but i wanna set set my hair once in a while mah..

still struggling work..baby..pooches and family..It's been a week since i last online..hundreds of photos in my cam..but i've yet upload.. (-_-")

I Love You Baby J..

Healing..

2008-08-22T09:57:00.001-07:00

It's been days since we went for tattoo..it's the healing process now..my anklet swell a lot for the first 2 days..guess due to the blood pressure when i stand and walk..but lucky i applied aloe vera gel and it really soothed my swellings and moisture my skin..it's getting better now but lots of dead skin though..give me another few days..it shouldn't be a problem..

It look cute when we placed our tattoos together..hahaha..that's the picture we get when we placed Junior at the photocopy machine..

Feel really tired..nothing much to do but took photos of Junior when he sleep..awww..~ he's such an angel when he's asleep..i love you Baby J..

Another 8 days and i'll start work..how time flies..now i really treasure more with the time spent with Junior..i'll miss his laughter and cheekiness when im at work..don't worry baby..mummy will rush back to fetch you as fast as possible yah..? Be a good boy when you're at auntie's place..i just worry you might be scold or beat when you're naughty..guess no one else can tahan your temper..haiz..if i can..i really wish to be with you 24/7.. O=(

I'm nervous..hospital called this evening..giving me the details for 25th appointment..i really wish you need not have to undergo the knife.i just hope and pray it's a stubborn infection..but i notice the condition of your ear's getting very very very bad..oh baby..please don't let anything happen to you..i pray everything will be smooth and fine this 25th..please..let it be a infection then a lump..it hurts me a lot..i don't know how i can do to ease your discomfort..don't worry little one..daddy and mummy will be with you in the operating theatre throughout the whole process..you're not alone honey bun..

I guess for the past few weeks..im so tired and sever insomnia it's due to 25th event..it really makes me nervous and i just can't shake off from my mind..please..please..please..

Let my baby be safe and everything goes smoothly..

Finally....

2008-08-19T10:51:00.000-07:00

Well..I finally had my tattoo done..and guess what..Adam wanna to have the print as well..so both of us did a similar tattoo..i've got Junior's left foot and Adam got Junior's right foot..

It's soooooooo nicely done..i really love it..ok lah..gotta admit that i let Adam did the tattoo first..coz..in case..well..the tattoo artist didn't do a nice job..i can well, just decline to do it loh..hahahaha...and by being the second to have it done..the tattoo artist already kinda "used to it" so he'll did a better job then the first tattoo of foot print...hahaha..clever right..?

We brought Junior along to the shop..it's a really nice, cosy shop..it's not the typical tattoo shop..inside..there's elson's (the owner of the shop) mother, father, grandma and grandpa..!!! It's sooooo cosy and i felt really comfy to be there..Junior had a fun time playing with the grandpa..hahaha..and they blasted loud music..Junior danced along..and when there's ladies coming in..he started to wink at them (again)..

We had Junior's feet placed on the photocopy machine..keke..to capture the prints of his feet..did a couple of times..coz i guess it's pretty warm or hot for his feet to handle..so..gotta did a few times before we finally got a nice piece of it..then to make it more detail..Tony used some ink all over Junior's feet and inked it on a piece of paper..Junior screamed like hell..i guess..coz..ticklish..? Haha..it seems Junior's the one who's getting his tattoo done..

I got this tattoo artist named Tony from Thailand..he look very much like my cousin Joe..well..i'll rate 9 out of 10 he look so much like Joe..haha..even Adam came asking me if he resembled Joe..

Tony's did a really fast job..but really detail..i really love this tattoo..and of coz..my first sama sama tattoo with Adam..placed our tattoos together with make a really nice complete set of footprints belonging to our first son..Aurelius..

The 1st and 2nd pictures are my tattoo..i did it at my ankle..from the pictures, you still can see some blood stains..during the process..not much blood leh..i guess less then.....3ml..? As for the 3rd and 4th pictures are Adam's tattoo..he did it at the lower arm..

I would definitely be back to have it done completely..gonna add on more designs surrounding this footprint..same goes for Adam..his piece will look a lot nicer if added some background..this way it'll bring out the footprint better..

Anyway..brought Junior for chalet on 15th - 17th..had a great time..but didn't manage to take more pictures..coz hp low batt.. (-_-") We intend to book another chalet on oct..this time round..will be a lot better coz we still didn't get a chance to sit on the Ferris wheel..keke..

Alright..gotta zzz soon..will update soon..soon..soon..

Loving you more and more..

2008-08-09T11:33:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..

Yup..you got it..we went to zoo AGAIN..hahaha..its so much fun this time..we went picnic at one of the spot..today having so much fun..weather's very good..timing very good..junior behaving well too..well..coz we let him nap at home till he's happy..then off we go to ZOO..!!

Adam said we should picnic there..find our favourite spot and just spend quality time together..we brought our own flask to make a nice cup of coffee after our lunch/tea break..Junior had his banana porridge and japanese pancake..

This time round..no animal rides nor show..coz we just wanna to enjoy our food..enjoying the atmosphere..enjoy this day..weather's really good today..very very cooling..

Well..we suppose to go for Aiden's full month..as i remember it's on 9th Aug..but no news from Mr n Mrs Chan..so...i thought they might wanna do a family affair today THEN tomorrow gather friends..but..it's a bit weird lah..coz no news from them at all..Adam wanna me to call and ask..but..if they really wanna do a family affair..then it's awkward for me to call and ask right..? So we made a decision..if by 7pm..no news from them..then we'll go somewhere else..

Well..Aaron called at 8.45pm..kekeke..he's asking are we on the way yet..? Oh oh..he said he'd sms me the details..BUT..i didn't receive..!! Awww...i miss the chance to see Baby Aiden..i miss the little fellow a lot..wonder how much he'd change..that doe eye sweetie..he's so lovely..but like what Jaime said..we'll arrange again..this time round..it's gonna be a baby affair..hahaha..

So..Adam decided we might as well bring Junior along for a movie show..i'm like.."What?!" Ermm..can i trust Junior..? I'm kinda..........don't know..so i'm like.."Ok..!! Let's just give a shot.." Hahaha..so we went to take a look..but alas..no more slot..next timing was like..1.25am..it's a little too late..coz in between..we'd no other place to go coz we're at AMK hub..unlike town area..we can just popby at one of the cafe and enjoy a cuppa while playing psp..so..we give a miss this time round..

Well..we walked all the way home..by the time we're back home..it's 11.30pm..Junior already zzz like a pig..as usual lah..by the time we finished un-packing everything and make a nice cup of coffee and watching cable at home..it's already 1.30am..

Yes..!!!!! Finally i'm getting a tattoo..!!!!!!! I'm so excited..coz after sooooooooooo long i can finally do it..on the 19th..with sam and connie..but till now..i still have to find a really nice sample of cherry blossom picture..so..i'm still looking..

And..now chatting with Jo coz she just online..well well well..it's 2.51am now..chat with her now while searching for a nice picture of cherry blossom for my tattoo..guess it's gonna be for an hour..? Sunday will be a fun day as well..as long as i'm with Junior..i love you Baby Junior..

New Hairstyle

2008-07-30T09:46:00.000-07:00

well..brought Baby Junior for haircut today..wanna cut it short short short..no more Japanese style..so..........

the result?

Super Pai Kia look leh.............................

(-_-")

Something weird..hmm..just plain weird..?

Well..i guess...coz i don't know how to style boy hair? How to apply aloe vera gel? How to style it? Seriously..i've no idea......

Hahahaha..leave it to Adam lah...

But still..I love you sweetie boy..~

Trip to the Zoo

2008-07-30T09:21:00.001-07:00

Wow..

We went to zoo on sunday noon..suddenly have the feeling to go there walk walk with Junior Boy..so off we go.....~

We had lots of fun..sight-seeing with those animals..took photos here and there..pony riding for Junior..my oh my..i never expect him to be so brave..i thought he'll cry or whine when being placed on the pony..but thank god..he sat throughout the whole ride all by himself..he's a big boy now..i had video-ed the process too..it's great to capture such moment..afterall..that's his first pony ride..

Actually..we planned to go on oct..coz that's the time when children world are done with renovation..lots of new places will be popping soon..like restaurant..new theatre-like for performance..some water activities too..looking forward to pop by there next week..

Junior's SUPER tired after a long day..but we're not done yet..we off to Night Safari..!! Hahaha..we had some burgers at Bongo Restaurant..then watch some tribal performance..we wanna go for the animal show..but alas..full house..so we had Ben n Jerry..chit chat a while..enjoying the evening..Junior had already fall asleep after we "shower" him in the toilet..even though he only had 3 tiny spoonful of ice-cream..hand still holding on to his spoon...that's sweet..that's a nice day for Adams Family..

~TIRED~

2008-07-19T09:08:00.001-07:00

My oh My..

I didn't post for 2 whole weeks..!! Right after Junior's birthday party..I'M SUPER TIRED..!! Seriously..i never expect Junior to be SUPER SUPER SUPER attached to me on his party..he simply refused to be carried by anyone..not even Adam..oh my god..my arms SUPER aching..!!!! I couldn't entertain my guests..i couldn't pee..(i didn't pee the whole night!!) i couldn't eat nor drink..(i didn't consume ANYTHING at all the whole night!!) i couldn't sing..(ok ok..i did sing..but ONE song only leh..)i simply couldn't do ANYTHING..!!!!!!!

I've already expect things will not go as smoothly as i thought..but..seriously..i never expect to be so NOT smooth at all..those games i prepared..never play at all..coz i couldn't host the games..the entire evening..i'm like a Siamese twins with Junior..i planned those games..with attractive prizes to be won as well..ended up..i brought back all the prizes i prepared.. (-_-")

We'd prepared a short thank you speech..follow with a song for Baby Junior..wanna wish him Happy 1st Birthday on stage..with Adam and i duet "Somewhere out there"..but we couldn't do anything..why? Coz Junior loh..my parents tried their very best to coax him so i can rest a little..but alas..the birthday boy refused..

Well..we did sing the song in the end..hahahaha..but of coz..almost all the guest left lah..kekeke..I'm so paiseh that we're not a good hosts..Sorry guys..but thanks so much for all the gifts and tokens..Thanks so much for singing Birthday Song for my Baby Junior..he's sooooooo excited and happy..it's a great honour to have you guys with him..

When we've reached home..i told Adam..wah..lucky no more celebration on his 2nd,3rd or 4th birthday..i'll be soooooooooooooooo tired if Junior still wanna to stick to me..but we'll do a big party bash on his 7th birthday..kek..you should know why right..? (Come on..read the headline of my blog leh..)

Well well well..we've found a nanny..!!! It's my mom's friend..BUT..she can only take care of Junior on the 1st sep..which means...............who gonna take care of Junior on the entire AUGUST?! Coz i'll start work on 1st Aug..oh God..please guide me..keep your fingers crossed..i'll ask my Boss on Mon if i can..well..take another one month unpaid leave???

Last night..oop my block..they're setting up tent for funeral..there used to be an old auntie who'll always play "Fetch" with her poodle at her garden..but these past few days i didn't see her at all..it's only till last night then i realized..another fallen star..well..memories of Grandpa filled my mind again..I'm actually ok..but the conversation with Adam made me very emotional again..yup..it's all about my Grandpa..

Weather have been pretty chilling at night..will he be cold..? Grandpa loves to talk..will he be lonely..? He have any idea he's always on our mind..? Grandpa loves to cuddle Junior and squeeze his cheeks..he have any idea Junior just had his 1st birthday and growing up already..?

I miss you..

Life's very fragile..

On the 1st day of Grandpa's funeral..Adam and i just changed into the wake attire..when we're about to leave home..there's 2 ladies approached us at our doorstep..they're from a church..wanna to share some readings and thoughts..but i declined..coz..i simply don't have the mood..through Adam..they came to know about Grandpa..one of the lady passed me a booklet..it's about After Life..

Well..Coincidence?

But i gotta admitted..i did feel kinda..comfort..relieve after she'd said some prayers..oh well..change topic lah..

I love the scrapbook i did for Junior's birthday..though it's kinda rush..but the final work's quite nice..hehe..I love you Baby J..

Gonna be a long day tomorrow..Adam need to be Mark's brother..(yup..Mark's getting married..!!) i'll coax Baby J to sleep his afternoon nap..then ard 3pm..we'll head down to Meng Suan for Shawn and Ah Ma's birthday party..then stay around 2hrs..then we'll head back home to let Baby J have his evening nap..then we'll head down to town for Mark's wedding banquet..Baby J need his nap..if not he'll be super cranky..hopefully things will be well..

Haha..Jo's Birthday just over..wonder how's her celebration..i didn't sms her at all..coz let her romantic with Uncle Willie mah..wonder he'll propose to her? Can't wait to hear wedding bells soon..it'll be soooo romantic..in the church..wearing french style wedding dress..(coz i like french lace mah..you know? Something like the movie Nanny Mcphee..where Evangeline wore..)..with a beautiful, grand, classical wedding cake..

Awwww....~

Can you imagine with Shadow follow behind..in a tux suit..his mouth holding on to Jo's dress..keke..so cute..

Congrats to Papa Aaron and Mama Jaime..!!!!! Baby Aiden's sooooooo cute..he finally popped out on the 9th July..he got Jaime's eyes..!! Can't wait to see him soon..Mama Jaime..don't give up in breastfeeding yah..if anything crops up..let me know..i can just pop down to help..

Alright..gotta end here now..so nagging hor..keke..coz 2 weeks mah..will update soon.. O=)

I love you Baby J..~

PS: I didn't upload those pictures yet..will update soon..

Preparation

2008-07-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

Ooohh...~

It'll be Junior's First Birthday Party tomorrow..!!! There's still some stuffs to do..well, like..ermm, scrapbook - for guests to take a look at his growing up stages.., birthday favours - for kids who attended Baby J's party.., gifts - well, some little gifts for those who win in the games.., Jo's present - it's her birthday soon..yup..her birthday on July too.., gonna placed all the items we need for tomorrow decorations..

Haiz..it's quite a headache now..coz the venue kinda MESSY..yah..messy..coz it's undergoing lift upgrading..they stated that works will be done on 20th july..but i never expect it'll start that early..they'll sealed up some entries..and there're metals covering up the stairs as well..what i'm worried is not only it look messy..i'm worried tomorrow might be pretty warm for the guests..though there's a mini ktv hall..but like what i said..MINI ktv hall..so i don't think it can house that much guests..

Actually..right beside the ktv hall..there's a big..airy space..that guests can walked around..have a beer and chill around..and i can host the games there too..BUT..those workers sealed up the entrance..!! I'm still racking my head where to place the buffet table..where to have the games station..my oh my..

BUT..

I believe things will be ok..well..sort of i guess..

Connie smsed..she couldn't attend as she need to work..oh dear..i really miss her and sam..we'll always played mahjong at my place..gossiping lah, makan lah, drink tea lah..then half way through..we'll order Mac breakfast if it's morning..hahaha..i miss the good O' days..and ya know..one round of mahjong can really took us 6hrs to finish it..hahahaha..at least we die die must finished the round..good sportsmanship mah..

Jo smsed me..she can drop by early to help out in supervising the situation..kekeke..i really in need of help..coz not much people will be coming early to well..blow 80 balloons..actually i just need Jo to see how to "cover up" the flaws of the venue..or rather..divert all the messy-ness..she's good in all these..ya know..crafts, cupcakes, baking, decorating..as i guess she've a good sense of............beautiness? hehehe..i went shopping on wed..and i found a really cute present for Jo..which is so her..so..i bought it..though it's nothing ex..but i do hope you'll like it Jo..

Alright..the video i posted..i've keep on repeating it over and over again..hahaha..very shiok to listen mah..finally he willing to call me..Junior's simply refused to call me..or coz he's confused with the almost-same-pronounce word with "MumMum" (Food)..?

Alright..it's gonna be a long night for Adam and i..so see ya guys tomorrow..thanks for attending..and of coz..thanks Piglet Chan for allowing your mummy to attend..see ya Piglet Chan on 7th July yah..? O;)

~Junior's Friends~

2008-06-30T09:53:00.000-07:00

Wow..~

There's another member to join Junior's clan..It's..................Piglet WJS..(Oh well, if you guys thinking why it's WJS..it actually stands for Willie, Josie and Shadow..coz it's a gift from them..keke..i saw their "code" on their car mah..)

On sat..i meet up with Aaron and Jaime for dinner at Manhattan Fish Market..halfway through..came Willie and Josie..they're like.."Oh.....~ Hi Junior.." and next thing i knew..they just grabbed Junior away..hahaha..I totally trust Willie and Josie..so it's ok lah..to leave Junior in their care..

They brought him for a walk around Plaza Singapura..and thank god Junior didn't really make the hell out for them..coz Junior's can adapt to anyone pretty well..enough with complete strangers..wonder if that's a good or bad thing..

Anyway..when they're back to Manhattan..they came back with a gift..A much bigger Piglet..I'm thinking.."Oh no.." coz i bought a piglet for Junior way before he's born..so currently..Junior will always grabbed the piglet and kinda "scold" and bully the poor piglet..and every time after a round of "chewing and pinching" of piglet's nose..Junior will always turn to his Cookie Monster and super gentle to it..Junior will kiss and pat the Monster..so this time round..Ju will have a more great time bullying the Piglet WJS as it's much bigger in size..

But..

the very next day..I'm surprised by Junior's reaction towards this Piglet WJS..He's really gentle and very SHY..yes..very shy to it..he wanna touch it..but feel shy as Adam and i were around..i video the process where he wanna to kiss Piglet WJS but we keep on pushing Stitch to him..but somehow he managed to plane his kiss to Piglet WJS..but right after that..he quickly and shyly look away..awww..~so sweet..i never expect my boy to react this way..you're such a cutie Junior..

Thanks a lot Willie, Josie and Shadow..you're a great part-time nanny..though i knew it's tiring to bring him around..and Ju really enjoyed himself..especially he just wanna to have the Piglet WJS to sleep with him that night..once again, Thank you..

~Happy Lunar Birthday Junior~

2008-06-27T08:23:00.000-07:00

Yup..

Junior's First lunar birthday..!! With 2 red eggs..keke..he's sooooooo happy to grab the 2 eggs and smashed it together..his hands soooooooo red..that's good that's good..

He had his first mee sua and PaPa gave him a red packet..wishing him to be happy..be healthy..grow up soon..i guess that's every parents' wish..to see all their kids be happy and healthy..

Grandpa gave Baby Junior a Piglet jade..he gave it to me couple months ago..wanna Junior to wear it on his first birthday..since im not sure which first birthday he meant..so i let Junior wore it on his first lunar birthday..coz afterall elders prefer lunar mah..It's really a very pretty and unique piece of jade..it's a lovely Piglet and i guess it's coz Junior's lunar zodiac's a Pig..thus Grandpa chose that design..Thanks a lot Grandpa..it look really nice on Junior..

How time flies man..it seems like yesterday when i'm preggy with baby junior..went for swim every Saturday at yishun safra..in a bikini..!! hahaha..always jio my friends and relatives and shawna..shihui and my sisters along..after that..we'll go yishun 925 to have chicken chop..then chat chat chat..look now..this time round..we have Junior with us..but i don't dare to wear bikini anymore..haiz..no more confidence mah..keep my fingers crossed to be able to lose a little more of that extra kilos in me..

BUT..

I just had a waffle ice-cream with lots and lots of Hershey's chocolate syrup over it..!!!!!

I felt so much better..i took a power nap earlier..came back home at 3pm today..super relax man..tomorrow will be my last day of work..so coincidence..last year end june also my last day of work..coz i'm preparing to deliver Junior..this time round..i'm preparing to take care of Baby Junior..

Will be meeting up Mummy-to-be Jaime tomorrow..it's been so long since i last met her..wonder how's her baby bump..so exciting..she gonna deliver in july..hee hee..i've been wondering if Piglet Chan will be sharing the same birthday as Baby Junior..? If that's the case..that'll be super super coincidence..haha..coz i still remembered last year on Junior's 1st month party..i told Jaime to touch Baby Junior..so that next year(which is 2008) she'll have a baby boy whose birthday will fall on Junior's birthday..!! Hee hee..Piglet Chan arh..Piglet Chan..can you hear me..?

Hmm..till now..still no news from the agency for a nanny in my area..well..there's one though..but it's at AMK 500+..a bit out of the way..but still keep my fingers crossed..hope to have one that's really near my side..this way..it'll be easier for me as sometime Adam will be on morning shift..thus leaving alone to bring Baby Junior over..might be a little challenging..well well..maybe as i did it more often..it'll be better and easier? Oh well..see how lah..

Till now..we still did nothing..yes..nothing on the scrapbook leh..hahahaha..we didn't even know what theme to use..or how to get it started..hee hee..we haven't even choose any pictures yet..nevermind..since we're meeting Jaime and her hubby at PS..we can popby to the scrapbook shop or spotlight to look for ideas..

Alright then..gonna go brush teeth and get ready to sleep..tomorrow gonna buy more stuffs at La Senza..i simply love their sleepwear and intimate wear..so comfy..Good night people..~

PS: I miss you Grandpa..

~Hehehehehehe~

2008-06-23T07:01:00.000-07:00

Woo Hoo~

It's been so long since im here..super tired and stressed..been on a lookout on nanny or infant care centre or..well..the least of all..getting a maid..not really keen on the idea of getting a maid..coz WAY TOO many stories and incidents that really put me off that idea..

Nanny - well..need to find someone i can really trust..coz right now..it's a little difficult to handle junior..as he's pretty active and moves a lot..i mean A LOT..he's learning to walk..have his own bit of temper and living in his OWN world..so..in his ow world..he's the king..as a king..of coz things HAVE to goes his way..thus putting in our own ideas will irks him off..and of coz..trigger the art of whining...............pretty irritating right..? So gotta find someone i can trust and feel comfy with..with lots of patience to teach the little king what's what..well..gotta say it's a little hard..please guys..if you have any good nanny in mind..can let me know..? Thanks..

Infant care centre - As for this..i guess..doesn't really suits me..coz all so far away from Ang Mo Kio..i found 2 centres located at Ang Mo Kio..but man..after subsidy..it's gonna cost me $1200 and $1300..!! How can i afford that..? Worse..it's only half day..we gonna bring our own diapers and milk powder..it's ex man..other then these 2 centres..all will be 18mths and above..

Maid - well well well..a little tricky on this..coz if there's someone else at home to oversee everything..i'm ok with this idea..But somehow..i couldn't rest my mind at all..coz..there's NO ONE to be at my place in the day time..there'll be too many "What If......." in my mind the moment im out to work..

Abuse my baby? Abuse my dogs? Bring bf home? Worse..throw down my baby? Too many worries in my mind..what to do..i seriously don't wanna wait till any accidents happen..i know i know..install cameras right..? But what if the maid lost her control and accident still happened? Unless im really blessed with a good maid..but..good or bad..i still gotta give a try before i know if i have a good or bad maid..but seriously..back to square one..i still know someone to be at home..but..there's no one leh..

Anyway..there'll be a month time for me to settle on this issue..as im on a month long unpaid leave from 1st july..i can do my stuffs too..like Junior's birthday..full term breastfeeding..no more pumping out the milk..hehehe..so much better to be on direct latching..AND..hopefully i can lose some weight too..

We bought him a pair of flops..keke..he look so sweet and cute in that..more and more like a jap kid..he really loves wearing his flops around..this thursday will be his lunar 1st birthday..wonder which item he'll pick..drumstick? abacus? pen? book? calculator? etc etc? Im not sure about the whole ceremony too..my mum will prepare..i'll just take photos and post it up..

Till then..TaTa..~

Growing Up......Love..

2008-06-12T07:13:00.000-07:00

Well..last night hubby and i were preparing photos of Junior's first 12 months of his life to be paste on scrapbook..we realized that he'd changed so much..from a 8 pounds baby..to a 26 pounds baby..be it his facial features, weight, height and his TEMPER..my god..he really inherited my bad temper..He can be such a sweet cutie..but when it comes to certain thingys..he don't give in..which i don't like it at all..it might seems cute or funny to others..but to me..it meant another thing..im still trying pretty hard to not only convince my parents not to spoilt him..but my ENTIRE family..my uncles lah, my aunties lah, my cousins lah..everyone of them give in to Junior 24/7..which makes it hard for me to tame Junior down..i can't blame them though..coz Junior really knows how to melt someone's heart and brighten up people's day..

Weekend approaching soon..hope i can laze around, wake up late on sunday morning..but i just can't help it but to move around to make breakfast like hotcakes, bacons, ham, sunny sideups, coffee, milk, cereal, fruits for Adams Family, then proceed to wash bedsheets if sun's shining our butts (eh..even no sun always need to wash.. O=P), sweep floor, spending time with BnB, prepare mini pool for Junior to soak and play water, etc, etc,
Finally.........make a cup of hot tea or coffee while enjoying my CSI..hahahaha..

Guess it's a routine now..but i enjoy a lot..spending quality time together..coz early evening..we'll bring Junior for a walk like the neighbourhood then proceed to my granny's place..

Well..Sometimes..we do get a Couple's Dating Day..hahaha..well, it means my parents will bring Junior out around 11am..then Adam and i will catch a movie, jalan jalan around, have a cuppa at cafe, chit-chatting..keke..it all seems like we're back to Courtship days..

We'll alway give one another surprises..though we've been together for 11 years..but every now and then we'll spice up our life..we'll hide small gifts..to retrieve it sometimes i'll paste a paper on the door right behind his towel so when he's about to take his shower, he'll be kinda taken back..so on the first note i might written,"It's all about vows" So, he'll have to rack his brain to think what's that sentence means..if he found the right spot..there'll be another puzzle..on and on for a few times before he finally found his gift..hahaha..it might be silly..but it's fun leh..don't always use this trick lah..try something different each time..

As im writing this blog..my buddy Bao asked me some questions..keke..it's great to know he's kinda getting into a relationship now..no wonder he's been so quiet nowadays lah..next time must bring the you-know-who out HOR..oh yah..im gonna chop you first..be free on 5th july..must be free arh..ask the you-know-who too..she's invited as well..to where you asked..? To my Junior's first BIG ONE party loh.. O=)

Alright..the date have been set on 5th July..hope things goes well..i simply love gatherings..

I dreamt about my Grandpa again..You have any idea Junior's turning one soon..? He'll be celebrating his Lunar First Birthday on 26th June..gonna let him choose scissors, drumsticks, abacus, etc etc..I know you're happy to see Junior turning one..I miss you Grandpa..

2008-06-09T08:20:00.000-07:00

Good night..~

2008-06-09T07:53:00.000-07:00

Oh well..so paiseh that the video couldn't view upright..hee hee..you guys gonna have your head down to your right..first timer mah..i'll do a better job next time round yah..?

See how much he enjoy playing with his Jumperoo..

New Handphone

2008-06-09T05:00:00.000-07:00

Hee hee..

Adam bought a new hand phone for me yesterday..it's a LG KU990R in BABY PINK!! Haha..actually i wanna get either Nokia or Sony..but nothing caught my eye..well..actually..this LG model not bad..not too complicated..which is good for me..it look sleek too..and it's in such a cute colour..haha..thanks so much Daddy..

It's a touch screen cum camera phone..so it means i can take more of Aurelius pictures..i like one of the function..i can edit and draw anything i like on the existing photos..I'll post some photos soon..im still enjoying my art class now..hee hee..

Well..

I've been taking the Herbalife products for say.....almost one month..? Adam have been taking my weight weekly..there's some progress..hee hee..as im still breastfeeding thus i couldn't take all of the weight control products, i can take only ONE product..though it's a little slow for little progress..but breastfeeding still the most important role i need to play..i couldn't gain too much weight anymore..im getting so chubby now..my friends took the entire weight control products..hers much more visible and fast result..if i ever stop breastfeeding..i'll like to try the rest of the products as well..hmm..thinking back..as long as Adam don't mind..it shouldn't be a matter if im fat or thin..? Aiyah..im confuse too..

Im planning on the guests list on Junior's first birthday party..what kinda food to order as well..im looking for Cookie Monster design birthday cake..coz..somehow..Junior seems to like this character..i came across a webbie..they have this design..min 5 kg..but to order a 5 kg cake..it seems a lot..

Oh well..there's so much things to do as well..Junior scrapbook, video, customized polo tee for him to wear on his birthday..haiyo..leave it step by step..guess first thing i have to do now is to bring him for haircut soon..or rather..tomorrow..?

Junior wanna to get on the floor very often..no longer wanna to be carry..he just wanna to walk, walk, walk..if not..he just wanna to play his jumperoo..i'll upload a video of that..he's soooooo active..it's a great workout for baby..it can train his legs too..best part is..after each jumperoo session..he'll zzz right after i cleaned him up..(coz he'll sweat a lot while playing..)

Junior Junior..you have any idea how much i love you..?

Eleven Month

2008-06-07T04:14:00.000-07:00

Well..

Today's Junior's 11 months old..how time flies..he'll be turning the big ONE next month..!!

We actually planned to have a big bash party since it's his First Birthday..we've bought all the balloons, decorations, birthday banner, first birthday candle, cake design, decided on the games, decided on the colour theme..it'll be boyish blue and silver..( well, i wanna to have earth tone theme..coz he's born on the Earth Day..but Adam wanna to make it a Boyish affair..)..all so lovely..im sooooo excited coz i wanna to make it something special..i don't wanna to be the normal, boring birthday..i wanna to make it as a family gathering too..i love gatherings..i wanna something like my wedding..casual and fun..!!

But..

My grandpa passed on on 27th May 2008, 9.35pm..my whole world collapsed..im there..accompanied him to his last journey..i love my grandpa soooo much..we'll always meet up in the morning..he'll always accompany me to mrt..we'll chat a lot..though my Hokkien failed..and well, his Chinese failed..but we still have our own way to communicate..

On that fateful day..im already by his side at 4pm..his hands and legs were so cold..Adam and i keep on rubbing..he's so breathless..yet he took off his gas mask and said the first sentence.."Where's Ah Ju..?" *Ah Ju's short form for Junior* I held back my tears..and told him Junior's with nanny..5 mins later..he took off his gas mask again.."Who's taking care of Ah Ju..?" "Nanny.." i wiped off my tears as i said.."I'll bring Junior to see you tomorrow.."

Somehow..i knew he couldn't make it that day..his condition had worsen so much..so much..my boobies were so engorged..it really hurt..i need to go back to feed Junior..yet i couldn't left my grandpa..I'm so afraid that he'll pass on and I'm not there..

I've no choice but to faster rush home and be back asap..i whispered to my Grandpa..asking him to wait for me..I'll be back..as i didn't had anything..i bought some bread and walked to car park..as i pinched off some bread and about to eat it..my hp rang..i looked at Adam and said.."Don't tell me..." As i looked at the screen..it's my mum.."Oh dear..it's my mum.."..the first sentence i heard.."Ah Gong can't make it.........."

I cried and sat on the floor..i couldn't move..i told Adam that Grandpa couldn't make it..Adam pulled me up and we ran all the way back to TTSH..(We were at Novena then..)..I cried and keep on mumbled for Grandpa to wait for me..I don't care if there's so many people looked when i ran and my whole make-up ruined..

My heart sank when i saw Grandpa..lying there..i looked at the monitor..there's still heartbeat..but very very weak..i whispered to Grandpa.."I'm here..I'm here.."..Monitor shown a straight line..my Grandpa passed on at 9.35pm..My brother held my left..Adam held my right..i felt so weak..so weak..Life's so fragile..

I wiped dry my tears..I whispered in my heart.."I'll bring Junior tomorrow..i promised.."

It's raining..We waited under my Grandpa's block..kneel down and called out his name..told him to be back home..at that point of time..everything seem so..so sudden..Rain getting heavier and heavier as his body was slowly placed on the mat..

The next few days were so packed and tired..gotta rush between home, work, junior, funeral and Grandma..i've been cracking cold jokes every now and then..Adam told me to stop it..coz he knew im trying to suppress my feelings..till the very last day..the moment his coffin was placed in the graveyard..i couldn't control..my tears rolled down my cheeks again..once again..i whispered to myself.."I love you Grandpa.."

Thanks you guys for all your supports and concern about this issue..and of coz..my husband..he's such a great hubby..i love you sweetie..i knew you're very tired coz you need to rush here and there..and carried my Grandpa's coffin..im so touched when you told me you carried the coffin on my behalf..Thanks dear..

Well..

After some discussion with Adam..we decided to go ahead with the birthday party..but of coz..it'll be a smaller and private affair..just some close relatives and friends..to witness Junior's turning ONE..my baby boy..do you know how much mummy loves you..?

First Post..

2008-06-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

Ooohh..finally..i've a blog of my own..

First of all..i named this Seven Heaven coz of my son, Aurelius Adam Junior Tan whose birthday falls on the triple Sevens..07/07/07..

Uh-huh..it's a natural birth..i didn't choose this date..well, guess coz his papa, Adam always whisper to him when im preggy..asking him to pop out on this date..so all mummies-to-be..do talk more to your babies..it kinda work i guess..

The pic was taken when he's 2 months old..pretty cheeky huh..that's why i said he's my precious..keke..

So..

I'll slowly update my blog..with my daily encounters..be it the cheeky-cum-KL Junior, loving-cum-forgetful Adam, adoreable-cum-headache Bub n But..