
My oh My..
I didn't post for 2 whole weeks..!! Right after Junior's birthday party..I'M SUPER TIRED..!! Seriously..i never expect Junior to be SUPER SUPER SUPER attached to me on his party..he simply refused to be carried by anyone..not even Adam..oh my god..my arms SUPER aching..!!!! I couldn't entertain my guests..i couldn't pee..(i didn't pee the whole night!!) i couldn't eat nor drink..(i didn't consume ANYTHING at all the whole night!!) i couldn't sing..(ok ok..i did sing..but ONE song only leh..)i simply couldn't do ANYTHING..!!!!!!!
I've already expect things will not go as smoothly as i thought..but..seriously..i never expect to be so NOT smooth at all..those games i prepared..never play at all..coz i couldn't host the games..the entire evening..i'm like a Siamese twins with Junior..i planned those games..with attractive prizes to be won as well..ended up..i brought back all the prizes i prepared.. (-_-")
We'd prepared a short thank you speech..follow with a song for Baby Junior..wanna wish him Happy 1st Birthday on stage..with Adam and i duet "Somewhere out there"..but we couldn't do anything..why? Coz Junior loh..my parents tried their very best to coax him so i can rest a little..but alas..the birthday boy refused..
Well..we did sing the song in the end..hahahaha..but of coz..almost all the guest left lah..kekeke..I'm so paiseh that we're not a good hosts..Sorry guys..but thanks so much for all the gifts and tokens..Thanks so much for singing Birthday Song for my Baby Junior..he's sooooooo excited and happy..it's a great honour to have you guys with him..
When we've reached home..i told Adam..wah..lucky no more celebration on his 2nd,3rd or 4th birthday..i'll be soooooooooooooooo tired if Junior still wanna to stick to me..but we'll do a big party bash on his 7th birthday..kek..you should know why right..? (Come on..read the headline of my blog leh..)
Well well well..we've found a nanny..!!! It's my mom's friend..BUT..she can only take care of Junior on the 1st sep..which means...............who gonna take care of Junior on the entire AUGUST?! Coz i'll start work on 1st Aug..oh God..please guide me..keep your fingers crossed..i'll ask my Boss on Mon if i can..well..take another one month unpaid leave???
Last night..oop my block..they're setting up tent for funeral..there used to be an old auntie who'll always play "Fetch" with her poodle at her garden..but these past few days i didn't see her at all..it's only till last night then i realized..another fallen star..well..memories of Grandpa filled my mind again..I'm actually ok..but the conversation with Adam made me very emotional again..yup..it's all about my Grandpa..
Weather have been pretty chilling at night..will he be cold..? Grandpa loves to talk..will he be lonely..? He have any idea he's always on our mind..? Grandpa loves to cuddle Junior and squeeze his cheeks..he have any idea Junior just had his 1st birthday and growing up already..?
I miss you..
Life's very fragile..
On the 1st day of Grandpa's funeral..Adam and i just changed into the wake attire..when we're about to leave home..there's 2 ladies approached us at our doorstep..they're from a church..wanna to share some readings and thoughts..but i declined..coz..i simply don't have the mood..through Adam..they came to know about Grandpa..one of the lady passed me a booklet..it's about After Life..
Well..Coincidence?
But i gotta admitted..i did feel kinda..comfort..relieve after she'd said some prayers..oh well..change topic lah..
I love the scrapbook i did for Junior's birthday..though it's kinda rush..but the final work's quite nice..hehe..I love you Baby J..
Gonna be a long day tomorrow..Adam need to be Mark's brother..(yup..Mark's getting married..!!) i'll coax Baby J to sleep his afternoon nap..then ard 3pm..we'll head down to Meng Suan for Shawn and Ah Ma's birthday party..then stay around 2hrs..then we'll head back home to let Baby J have his evening nap..then we'll head down to town for Mark's wedding banquet..Baby J need his nap..if not he'll be super cranky..hopefully things will be well..
Haha..Jo's Birthday just over..wonder how's her celebration..i didn't sms her at all..coz let her romantic with Uncle Willie mah..wonder he'll propose to her? Can't wait to hear wedding bells soon..it'll be soooo romantic..in the church..wearing french style wedding dress..(coz i like french lace mah..you know? Something like the movie Nanny Mcphee..where Evangeline wore..)..with a beautiful, grand, classical wedding cake..
Awwww....~
Can you imagine with Shadow follow behind..in a tux suit..his mouth holding on to Jo's dress..keke..so cute..
Congrats to Papa Aaron and Mama Jaime..!!!!! Baby Aiden's sooooooo cute..he finally popped out on the 9th July..he got Jaime's eyes..!! Can't wait to see him soon..Mama Jaime..don't give up in breastfeeding yah..if anything crops up..let me know..i can just pop down to help..
Alright..gotta end here now..so nagging hor..keke..coz 2 weeks mah..will update soon.. O=)
I love you Baby J..~
PS: I didn't upload those pictures yet..will update soon..